Amanda Kloots shared a vulnerable post about trying to stay “positive and active” while continuing to mourn the death of her husband, Nick Cordero, who died in July.
Despite her best efforts to navigate the significant loss, the 38-year-old co-host of CBS’s The Talk opened up her decision to seek professional help.
“The new year has been hard, extremely hard for me. I cried more than a while ago. I thought Christmas would be tough, it was worse, ”he revealed in his Instagram story.
Desolate: Amanda Kloots shared a vulnerable post about trying to stay “positive and active” as she continues to mourn the death of her husband, Nick Cordero, who died in July; seen in August 2019
She continued, “I think it’s because when the new year comes you want a clean slate or forget about last year, especially 2020. But I can’t forget about last year and I won’t be able to clean that slate “.
Understandably, the single mother, who welcomed her to Elvis, Cordero’s nearly two-year-old son, Elvis, in 2019, said she was “a little scared of what might happen in a year.”
After passing the motions for the past six months, Kloots explained that all he endured was “finally getting it back.”
“The new year has been hard, extremely hard for me. I cried more than a while ago. I thought Christmas would be tough, it was worse, ”he revealed in his Instagram story
Traumatized: The single mother, who welcomed her to Elvis, Cordero’s nearly two-year-old son, Elvis, in 2019, said she was “a little scared of what might happen in a year” (2016 image )
“I’m finally ready to go to therapy to address the trauma,” he said, after watching the late Broadway star combat COVID-19-related complications for 94 days.
Kloots also noted that he reminded others that they were not alone in his pain and that being open about his constant pain has helped him heal.
He added: “I share all this as my continued honesty about pain and loss. How it diminishes and flows, changes a lot. How it hides and then finds you. How it is a journey, not just a week. How it remains a fight even if it is positive and active ‘.
After going through the motions for the past six months, Kloots explained that everything he endured was “finally catching up”; seen in December 2019
In an agonizing description, the beauty admitted that her pain has left her crying for days, “two seconds or two hours” at times.
“How it makes you feel so lonely and confused,” he remarked sadly. “Being honest, acknowledging all this instead of hiding it, has helped me. I hope it helps you.
Kloots made the knot with Tony’s nominee in 2017, after the first reunion on the set of the 2014 Bullets Over Broadway musical.
Moving forward: In an agonizing description, Beauty admitted that her pain has left her crying for days, “two seconds or two hours” at times.
Nick was knocked unconscious when he was first hospitalized and was initially misdiagnosed with pneumonia.
The waitress star later tested positive for the new coronavirus on April 1st.
From there, Nick’s battle went from one complication to the next, as he was placed on a ventilator and experienced blood clot problems, which eventually caused his right leg to amputate. .
Disappeared too soon: During his fighting battle, Nick was able to get out of the ventilator and wake up from the coma, but the infection left his body and lungs so weak that he was never able to recover.
He also received a temporary pacemaker and went into a medically induced coma.
During his fighting battle, Nick was able to get out of the ventilator and wake up from the coma, but the infection left his body and lungs so weak that he was never able to recover.
Cordero’s death was announced by his wife in a heartbreaking post on Instagram.
Doting mom: Kloots tied the knot with Tony nominee in 2017, after the first reunion on the set of the musical Bullets Over Broadway in 2014
Now God has another angel in heaven. My dear husband died this morning. He was surrounded by love for his family, singing and praying as he gently came out of this land, ”he wrote.
I’m amazing and I hurt everywhere. I have a broken heart because I can’t imagine our life without it. Nick was such a bright light.
Amanda explained that Nick was “everyone’s friend, he loved listening, helping and most of all talking” and that he was “an amazing actor and musician.”
“She loved her family and loved being a father and husband. Elvis and I will miss him in everything we do, every day, ”said Kloots.
Now God has another angel in heaven. My dear husband died this morning. He was surrounded by love for his family, singing and praying as he gently left this land, “he announced in July; seen in 2017
She went on to thank the medical team that helped her husband in his tumultuous health battle for months.
Still, his wife Amanda continued to be a beacon of positivity, keeping his Instagram followers informed of his timely and initial progress every step of the way.
On Monday he will begin his work at The Talk, alongside Elaine Welteroth, who replaces former panelists Marie Osmond and Eve.
New concert: will now begin work on The Talk on Monday, alongside Elaine Welteroth, who replaces former panelists Marie Osmond and Eve